Basicbabe44

One of the worst feelings in the world is having someone not believe you when you're telling the truth. i thought my best friend would know me better than that. i hurt so bad. i feel like i'm losing him again. i miss him. i cant eat and i cant sleep. i want to release this pain, but i have no way of doing so. no way that is satisfying, at least. he wont talk to me. my best friend hates me for something i didnt do. i want to die. i'm trying my hardest to keep my promise, but i have my razors by my bed. it might be weird but just holding them in my hand makes me feel a little bit better. god i need some help. why does something like this always

I'm just tempted to end it all. I hurt so bad and i have no way of releasing that pain.  My best friend is ditching me this weekend for the girl i never could compare to.  He left my game last night without even saying goodbye or even giving me a hug. I feel like i'm losing my best friend. my heart hurts so bad. I have nobody to talk to. at this point in time, i can honestly say that i hate my life. Without him, i am nothing and i have nothing to live for. I just want to die.